168cm/5ft6 H-cup Milf BBW ROS Big Booty Silicone Head Sex Doll #145 Mira

There’s a moment – or maybe it’s more like a slow, creeping realization – when you’re standing in your living room, cardboard box half-unpacked, and you catch yourself thinking, “Is this what adulthood looks like now?” Not that I have any real answers. But anyway, here we are. 168cm (5' 6") of silicone and TPE curves gazing up at me with those glossy custom eyes—Mira, the infamous #145 from Starpery. Supposedly a “best real looking sex doll,” though let’s just say reality is always stranger than marketing.

The Weight of It All

Literally. Over 99 lbs (45kg). They warn you about this on the product page but it doesn’t hit home until you’re bear-hugging a ssbbw sex doll off your doorstep like some lost Olympic event for the emotionally exhausted. There’s something very humbling about realizing you’re sweating through your shirt before anything remotely sexy has happened.

You know those moments where life feels like a parody? This was one.

Details That Stick Out (And Some That Don’t)

The big booty sex doll angle is not subtle. Neither are the H-cup breasts—huge breast sex doll territory, if we’re being clinical—which means clothes? Forget it unless you plan on buying custom everything or just giving up entirely on modesty. The silicone head + tpe body combo does feel weirdly… hybridish? Like she’s caught between two worlds; soft in some places, slightly less so in others.

I guess that’s part of the appeal for some people—mix-and-match realism with a dash of uncanny valley thrown in for free.

Free Second Head: Because Why Not?

This part threw me off more than I expected. You get a free second head with this model (March 2025 product drop apparently), which sounds generous until both heads are staring at you from opposite corners of your bedroom and suddenly your apartment feels crowded by silent judgment. At least swapping them out is straightforward enough—if mildly existential.

Custom options abound too; Starpery Doll Custom lets you tweak features endlessly until Mira barely resembles her original photos anymore. Or maybe she never did to begin with.

Silicone Sex Doll “Realism” Is Its Own Genre

People talk about wanting the most realistic female sex doll possible—a tall sex doll, thick sex doll, bbw sex doll with all the right proportions—but nobody really warns you that realism can be kind of unsettling when it sits motionless on your couch at 2am while Netflix auto-plays another episode.

I remember thinking how much effort goes into making something look alive but not actually be alive; eyelashes individually rooted, skin texture almost too detailed if you stare long enough. Starpery dolls do nail that aspect—the uncanny accuracy—and yet there’s this gap that no amount of detail bridges.

Gift Cards and Raffles: Capitalist Whimsy

Here’s an odd tangent—I noticed they push using gift cards to enter their “doll raffle.” Imagine explaining that one to your bank statement reviewer (“No sir, it was for a chance at another full body sex doll…”). Maybe someone out there wins and gets two Miras side-by-side? Unlikely dream or nightmare fuel—I’m undecided.

Anyway, pricing lands somewhere between $1501-2000 depending how wild you get with customization (there are worse ways to spend money… probably).

For anyone exploring this niche, you might also want to browse most realistic pregnant sex dolls before making a decision.

Asian Sex Doll Taglines & Other Labels

She gets tagged as an asian sex doll sometimes—I suppose because of certain facial sculpts or makeup presets—but honestly? The whole labeling thing starts feeling arbitrary after browsing enough listings. Milf sex doll here, ssbbw over there; categories multiplying faster than my ability to care deeply about them anymore.

Maybe that says more about me than Mira though.

A Pause Before Another Day

It occurs to me—staring across the room at Mira propped up against my old office chair—that these things aren’t really about replacing anyone or anything human at all. They’re objects made intensely personal by accident; shaped by longing and boredom and whatever else makes us click ‘add to cart’ late at night.

I don’t have clever advice for anyone considering their own tall silicone head sex doll adventure—except maybe clear some floor space first and keep expectations loose around what ‘realistic’ even means now.

Weirdly enough, sometimes just having her around feels less lonely…or maybe just stranger in ways I haven’t figured out yet.